Just like on Broadway - I'm going dark

So...I wrote this 2 weeks ago.  TWO.  I wanted to get what I was feeling at the time down & then I just saved it & let it sit.  I hoped I would change my mind.... but I still feel the same, so here ya go...

Yea, so I need a break.  I don't know if I have the winter blues....the pms blues....the 'I just don't want to deal with anything blues' or what...but whatever it is has got me down.

Normally, I'm a 'glass half full' kinda gal.  I try to look at the bright side of everything & not worry about things I can't change.  I try not to let silly stuff get me down... However sometimes the glass gets empty & the silly stuff bothers me...it just does.  And the gal that is constantly trying to keep it half full & shrugging off silly stuff gets tired.... & that gal is tired...mentally exhausted... & frustrated.

You loyal stalkers know that the blog has been an outlet for me.  9 times out of 10 I tell you more than you EVER want to know about my life & you have always been tolerant of my ramblings supportive & keep coming back for more.  (Which I love.)  And while I have never pretended this blog is anything BUT entertainment... I don't feel like being entertaining right now.  I've got a lot of things I need to sort out in my head.  B-rad & I are fine I think so don't worry it's something ominous like that.  

(Besides-if I get rid of him - what would I call the blog?!)

So, for a bit - the blog is going dark.  I have no plans to not come back... I also have no time frame in which this will happen... Heck, I have no plan at all (which is a problem for me...)  We have LOTS of fun things we're planning on doing:  The Vegas trip to see Faith Hill is happening soon, Shauna & I are going to see Taylor Swift in April, NKOTB in June & the boys are going to Chicago with us to see Jason Aldean this summer.  I'm really looking forward to all of that!  (In the last year or two I've seen more concerts & movies in the theaters than I have in the last 5 years combined!  I'm thankful for friends who are willing to spend so much of their time with me!)  I hope I feel like sharing some of those fun things with ya'll when they happen.

I appreciate your understanding...believe me when I say it's harder for me to write than it is for you to read.... But I refuse to do a dis-service to me or you by not putting 110% of myself into my blog posts.  But I don't have 110% to give right now.  I hope that when I'm able to come back to full-on entertainment mode you will not be mad at me take me back & become stalkers again...